You came into my life

 left it in a disarray

come back, get into my good side

and leave again,

with no hint of regret

or the lack of honesty

the lack of regret

compassion

you seemed so in touch with your emotions this time

but oh yeah, how easy it was for you to leave again

and I am here, feeling worthless again

but you are the worthless one,

oh yeah

you! 

you are a piece of shit

something I will never say to your face

but these are my words,

this is my safe space

you treated me without honor

you take my beauty, drink my happy

leave me depleted

and ask for the next fill

worthless

you make me feel

when you leave

I see your value

you don't see it yourself

I am never supposed to be 

with an insecure man