Walks in the Park

 you said yes then it was no i was so angry today i thought text him tell him about yourself and i got so angry when you gave then you took away not directly but first thing you say this morning is reninging on what you agreed to yesterday this instability, changing your mind  instantly triggers me another trigger for me is that of being rejected I get ready, get dressed, get ready to leave You offer things, I turn them down You say you don't know what time you will be back tonight from work I don't believe you, I think you are rejecting me again My inner child she comes out this strong feeling comes up of being rejected I remember Samuel and how mad he got that we had missed the plane. He wanted me to leave so bad  I felt awful like goddamn am I that bad? I kept talking myself down as the tears were flowing down my face saying to myself: "hey, maybe he wants his own space. it has nothing to do with you, don't take it personal" but my feelings were there and the t

 of your reaction when I purchased the ash tray I wanted to be small and compatible like you could take it  and it had to be light, because it can't be  too heavy on the table I got one that was the righty size and I liked the design of 2 colors, one for the product and the other for the ash When I was on the way there I suddenly got scared I was reminded of times that my kindness had been taken as a offence Then I worried, what would your reaction be would you condemn me? would you yell at me? would you be mad? Would you be able to receive my gift? panic set in, and I told myself well just see Auris you have said that you are going to be  unapologetically yourself and this is you So I went it and gave you the gift and you said thank you and you liked it  and i was relieved It was so crazy that a simple thing like giving someone a gift would cause me all this discord due to past experiences I understand you have your doubts too we have both been burned before but we both crave each

 1. What is one moment in your life that you just knew, you were grown.  What happened and how did it feel to be responsible? 2. Tell us an object you have affection towards and why. examples... cars, house, a lucky dollar bill, etc. 3. Tell us a person in your life that saw something in  you that you did not see in yourself. share that experience and how it changed you. 4. Tell me of a time that you were in a bind. You were stuck, did not know what to do. What happened and what did you learn from that experience? 5. Tell me 3 life tools that help you approach problems that come up in life. Again, tell me 3 life tools that you use that helps you approach problems that come up in life.  DONE