So vulnerable
in this space best friend were are you kev no messages yet Jenny no answer yet so disconnected and then i wonder if im too annoying but its just how it is its hard to get used to this new reality kev i'm managing my disappointment obvi hard to not feel rejected but mostly i'm thinking of how i wished things could go i used to talk to the guy in the cardboard box he had a big ad in the florida sky sign it was so much, such rush of feeling i feel like over there i cared about the people i cared about them did they care about me am i so used to the chase that's just how it be? and why cannot I let go and why do i think of them so much? i call rose every week when i was there i was so busy commuting, at least an hour or two each way my time in the beach, it was limited. would walk it and discover new things post because it was fun today I thought of newt and real estate and when will I get into that build something, to show for.