Walks in the Park

 1. OLIVIA POPE IS IN LOVE WITH THE PRESIDENT AND HE IS MARRIED TO THE WHITE LADY.  YOUR LIFE MAY NOT BE AS DRAMATIC, BUT WHAT IS A FORBIDDEN LOVE YOU HAVE PARTAKEN IN? IF NOT YOU THEN A FRIEND, TELL US ABOUT IT AND HOW WERE OTHER PEOPLE AFFECTED BY IT? 2. OLIVIA POPE HAS TO HOLD MANY POWERFUL PEOPLE'S SECRETS. WHOSE SECRETS DO YOU HOLD AND ARE YOU GOOD AT KEEPING SECRETS? 3.  OLIVIA POPE WAS ONCE KIDNAPPED. SHE HAD MANY STATE INTEL THAT SHE COULD HAVE SHARED WITH OTHER COUNTRIES. THE INFORMATION COULD HAVE BEEN COMPROMISED. TELL US IF YOUR KIDS GOES TO SOMEONE'S HOUSE WHAT IS SOME INFORMATION THEY COULD SHARE YOU WOULD NOT WANT OUT THERE? 4. OLIVA POPE ALWAYS KNOWS WHAT DO IN THE WORST OF SITUATIONS. THINK OF THE WORST DISASTER AT WORK OR AT HOME. TELL US WHAT IS THE DISASTER AND HOW IT WOULD BE "HANDLED" 5. AS A LAWYER OLIVIA ALWAYS WINS. IN COURT YOU HAVE TO PROVE YOUR POINT WITH DATA FACTS AND FIGURES. TELL US  POINT OF VIEW YOU HAVE AND WHAT POINTS YOU WOULD USE

Thinking and believing the words you said turns out we were listening to your music all night and day and brother helps you and other one is crazy he came at me he tested me I was loyal to you In the end, it didn't matter you address it and apparently, you are more messed up than me Did you promise to follow up? Come back when you are better? Why am I so loyal to someone I met yesterday? Because when we had that moment, we connected I saw you, I felt you you were vulnerable.  In the daytime it was all about your brothers your attention was divided no competition they always win even the reason you left, you said you cannot say no  your older brother wanted to go to west palm beach so there goes the day I leave I waiting, I was patient I helped pick up the room I told Rachel I got it There with the guy that disrespected me the room took the precedence I'm sure tonight they are doing other shenanigan I wonder if I'll ever see him again

like a cheap chick Am I not worth more? you said this is all I have when you handed me a $100 yesterday Just so that I can buy water I like the way you trusted me with it Did I trust the wrong person? He said I am not, I am messy inside, in my head and in my heart I don't want someone to come along and fix me I need to fix this on my own my brothers they look for me I am smart too, I know what they are doing I got tested and passed the test I told him 'I like your brother' He told him I guess He took me aside and we had the typical breakup conversation I don't, I can't, I like you right now Has it been 2 years really or was it all cap? Your body told me a tale of nervousness God why do I receive everything as rejection? DJ he didn't hit me up it was 5am. I saw my phone  After a night out in the Mustang Driving around with loud music In the way only you can in Miami I am sick of this I'm outside I meet people they hurt me I avoid assault then I get tired and

 today God said you are coming soon and I went into freak-out mode been crying all day, I miss my kid I cant sleep so I thought let me wake up and write it all down first of all how do I know that you are going to like me? Do you like people that look like me?  I'm Dominican from a tropical island Did you want to stay in your race or are you concerned how it would look? second am I pretty enough? I have curly hair this society likes straight hair third do I look good enough to be with a person that is a public figure? nah I'm like yeah Auris you are supposed to be a public figure TRUE but I'm not yet as of today, 2.5.23 nobody knows my name I'm the world to Alex but no one to everyone else If I get married to you will I get thrust into a spotlight I'm not even ready for I don't even like people knowing I buy underwear It's like Paris Hilton but it is an audience that I didn't develop fourth, you dress like suits and serious all the time I'm like sill

 So I was angry and I sat and I cried 3 different times this morning, while walking and third when I was waiting for the train. Me, this situation, is bring out of me my most vulnerable state.  I heard god say, (parapharsing) what if you misconstrued all of this? and visions of things you did that show you care even now god brought another one, last night you offered to make me alfredo pasta.  i declined. this morning, you offered sweat pants. I declined. I didn't feel comfortable with your rules and you gave me a shirt that fit and allowed me to leave with it.  I needed help with the shower and you came in and helped.  you were trying to talk to me while i was in the shower I don't like that  but I haven't told you that so you don't know. You held me while you explained.  you allowed me to be more comfortable, even though you didn't understand and you did give me goodbye kiss, even though you said I had to take my stuff $70 in a storage unit and I wont ask believe