Walks in the Park

Could it be that the silence is deafening and as loud as it was to have you around is it easier to be around others and their feelings and their emotions than deal with my own? its that was codependency is? or am I excited about this assignment because I know it will lead to good things not like this life here in Jesup where everyday passes the same as a the last, yup another day I didn't make money. everyday, no matter what I do, yup I didn't make money. Money comes easily, frequently and abundantly.  God as you reveal the things to me they come in droves. I cried at the desk right after the Toastmaster meeting. I am allowing the emotions to flow through me. I understand I didn't get the chance to cry these tears before. and they were coming out.  But God, I never expected them to come out in front of a person, Samuel. why did all that happen? was it all part of a plan? be vulnerable and fall apart? and he didn't leave. it was wild to me. People always leave. and I get

when I was around him I felt protected and then when he wasn't around, I craved it, that protected feeling I didn't know what I was missing Didn't know what it was like to have someone to be in my corner, physically there not someone I am calling while picking up my son from daycare (John) or texting me questions, Marvin Didn't know how it was to have someone care  and yell at me, like Porfirio used to. not in a bad way, in a way get out of there because its not safe way.   You'll learn how sensitive I am It was so weird that he read me so well, a way a man can read a woman and know exactly how far he can go was I that easy to read? Or are you that good?  I'm not sure. He could have done anything but he chose to sleep outside and I felt so safe and I feel asleep in the A/C and it was so weird for me to be out of my routine and his loud world.  I wind down at night, well he gets hyped up. Its loud music and weed and braids down and no shirt. It's a man's

 You told me to be in silence. then I get home can't be around my son I'm home but still cant be around him. No good morning no good nights either. Complete separation. Its like the life I'm used to is still not here. Another week, without him, then I gotta leave again. God, will it be okay? You say yes. Will he be allright? You say yes. Trust you, trust you, with all I have. I keep getting scared that Samuel will step out and get scared but no, it is meant to be you said. Even Tia said she's not scared, she knows God does His prophecies.  I'm here I'm resting the writing is not coming. Why was I so excited when that night he pushed me to write down the night routine? its like the used the words of the conference to push me. I'm not used to being pushed. its been a while, I haven't had a coach. Porfirio used to get mad at my emotions and he never understood the word no. he wanted me to stop coming to class because of the briefing. I said my college educa

The loneliness is blinding it causes this pain that you can't hide or maybe you can go outside and be around other I remember I used to walk into the streets needing a hug so bad but knowing I wasn't going to get one not from mother, brother, sister I get complaints and all the things that I can improve They didn't know how to tell me that I was good so I took their words and made it my image I was the clay, I molded myself after their expectations and it was never good I was always a work in process and no matter how many accolades and awards, at the end of the day no one cares and the things I do for me, the things I like to do, she never showed up for that it wasn't important. doing dishes and cooking after work was. she didn't know how to show up for me. One time she came to an event with me and it was so whack. she wanted to leave right away. I wanted to stay and say hi, I was never around people. It would have been the only chance to be around my classmates ou

 I feel like I went to another universe surviving vegan's Instagram she's still in hot weather and the beach. Here its cold and raining and I'm outside. In Miami, no matter where you go its hot and nice and there is  a breeze, coming and going, like it just wants to say hi. I bought the ticket today when I woke up. in that universe was Neo, wealth, Ferraris, waterpark a short distance away, pool that is not too cold, it was the perfect temperature. nighttime activities where I could go downstairs and meet people from all over who came and traveled and made investment  in themselves to meet Grant. I want to go back. I want to drive a luxury. I want to live in a better condition. I cant go back to the bad dirty taxi and spending all my time doing laundry and cleaning and not making money and my book not doing sales and posting constantly. I need to come up with the 1,300 to finish off the payment. Get to 10k in Instagram followers. Also, I want to go and get money and get fit

When he didn't take the honey when I offered the pen If I don't get used, I feel like I don't have any value my value comes from serving others big aha  and then we fucked and then the other one too it was nice, to have dick again after all these years yeah, I said it I took off the guilt like a cloak and woke up and went got showered then the meeting he made a promise and broke it in the morning and I gave him credit the moment he said it I gave him credit for what he said, he never had to actually do it It was a cruel lesson in people will say anything to get what they want Did he know the whole time? did he try? Did he see my brokenness? was I easy to manipulate? he took on the mentor role.  then he went all the way. he asked for consent. like a man, he told me what he wanted. it was the absolutely most sexiest thing I have ever heard. I had been waiting all my life to hear those words, for someone to tell me exactly what they wanted And not apologize for it. not everyth

 realtor.com and zillow look what people are doing, what is selling go look at those houses. see what they look like. i go and contact the people. i see that you did that flip. would you guys interested in doing another flip in the area or just a one and done thing?  yes we do this full time. i se you did on 123 main st i got one on sale for 143 main st. they are interesting because they already know the numbers in that block.  I got this property for 28k. look listen if you have somebody that wants to buy it for 29k. you give me 28k, you keep the extra 1k we can get it done. i made 7 grand. I didn't go to the house and didn't show the house. the realtor that represented me did all that. she made  buyer got paid, I got paid 7k. third deal, knew a guy and i called him directly so i didnt have to pay anybody else.  find buyers for the property where you want to sell. call the realtor representing those sellers that sold that flip. i'll give you 1k for connecting us and making

 close the distandce and time. he got called i want you on my show. i'll be there tuesday morning. president is in california you are miami. i'll be there tuesday morning. rode jet all night, went in there and closed the deal. 20 percent. you can sell somebody's product. book me 250k maybe you get 10 percent you sold 250k worth of products. I could invest in assets. that pay me money. I sell time to get money. I take the money invest in assets that pay me money so that I can have time.  I use it to collect money. give you an hour. plus opportunity to sell. for every hat i sell i get an extra $3. make 50 bucks and hour increase income by $3. that money is better than the first 50. ideal is get both at same time. neither one of this would make you rich. 45 I knew there was  a problem. this money needs to start buying assets that produce cashflow. Auris, you need to start a course.  1k to hire corporate countdown. get courses out there, have the ebook, then courses. then get b

I working in a car wash.  the guy was 30 making million a year, that invited me to this thing. I want 25,000 a month. write it down, say it every morning and every night. good practice.' read it twice a day as if it already happened. Money and finance. what is the first thing you need to know when it comes to money? Step 1: know exactly how much. its called financial independence money. Money and the interest of it can take care of your for the rest of your life. Do you know what your number is? For me, 25k a month cashflow for the rest of my life.  If you don't know where you are going, chances are you will end up somewhere else.  Wealthy means I can take care of my family, everybody else.  Step 2: definite plan. what are you going to do to acquire it?  A FIN number. if you apply these things, everything will change.  3 basic of money: exercise, eat fresh and sleep. I guess. 3 basics of health. Money people don't know. What are the basis? 1. rule of 72. agh.  only 5 states

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