Jenny, listening

 Mix- not everybody mixes

alone, its good

when its 3, its talking about the person who is not there.

stresses

-sleep in airbed

-when she went out, hubbi kept asking her stuff on phone

-hurt in past in relationships with women taht she's worked harder in relationships with women and get hurt more than relationships with men

HE THINKS YO NO HAGO MIERDA (no respect thing)

his parents want to watch her daughter and she

-baby wants to protect mommi when they fight.

-deje con pai, she's in tears. she cant trust him with her. 

GUILTY OF leaving her, time for self.

He's pissy that they don't go on dates or talk anymore.

He doesn't ask the trustworthy people (his sister in law, tia and his cousin)

He hits under the belt everytime, he knows her weaknesses and pokes at them.

the tone irritates her. you have changed you don't have to party.

cell phone and car. 

irritators: hubby, his family, aunt that they rent from.

craft space, homeschool space, a way to bring income from making crafts.

Sisters in law validates her, 

Went with the flow, now the veil was pulled once she had the baby.

Father said you just had her why do you look (4 months belly) ignorance.

'move' 2 years ago. then 'get up and pray' and 

dad retired, mom retired. went back to work.

he thinks she's gonna be at his disposition.

visual pricing- 50/50. parthnership equals. both babysit, you both work.

equally minded and looked at his team. that's what i want. 

jenny to work, i havent relaxed since she came to the world.

he want you to make money take everythin in the house. and you be pretty, needs that he has

and be happy with all of it.

that's what it sounds like to me.

i dont need to deal with his family crap and stress from a job.

he had pulled a lot of stunts. el hije de el no esta aqui.

i kicked (his father) out of her house. 

family- pissed when someone is happy. agitated taht he wouldnt be around, but he was happy.

JENNY NEEDS

i sohuldnt have let go of my independence 

put money toward a car, paid half of this truck. 

jason paid for other half after iyoka was born. i found the truck. 

owners were dad and jason. that was for me until he got his own.

truck was paid off, jason has been paying on this struck since half a year since she was born.

I stopped working, few months from her being born. 

came down here to go to school, couldnt finish school in NY. 

settled, go to school, things... comment of why does she need the title.

control= parents were paying for car, they didn't drive it. Jason had a full time job.

she thinks if we pay for your car, we have to be around Iyoka.

family members said don't leave your kid around him. 

80%

I AM CREATIVE 

I AM INDEPENDENT

AND YOU ARE STUBBORN

there is so much to be done. there's no time for me.

and then I'm so tired. 

have been taking out everybody's fire

no one check on me.

New York, 5th avenue, go to the fabric stores. there is culture out here just havent discovered it.

have certain friends for certain things. just chill inside friend.