And I was thinking

 glad I was up putting my energy to listening to business people speak

rather than stay up with you

and you do what you do

pull me into the web.

By the way, was today's Sunday conversation too much?

I feel like I should call John

tell him about my trauma

but sometimes is being honest too much?

I am not sure

Am I adding value? Or just venting and telling my life story

and what are these conversation with Johnathan? 

Should those stop too. I pick up when people talk. maybe I shouldn't

I don't know really. God but I'm glad when I stay up I talk to you.