Why do I crave him?

 I don't like it


awakened desires, before its time


and I am here alone but never lonely


chilling, up all night


knowing I must sleep 

but something is keeping me awake


something to resolve? I drank my portion of music


and I wrote, overjoyed, all my thoughts


What else is left but to go to sleep?


I am not, priority

That sucks

Depend on me, I always have


Sometimes you get tired of being strong all the time

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