Interim

I want to be the interim

CEO?

No, boyfriend I guess

The place holder? the one that takes place until another comes along

What is the point I say?

to enjoy us, I guess

I don't see it working out well

for now, what do you bring to my life?

laugh, someone to talk to

Late nights, later wake up times

good conversation, a un-definiteness of purpose

The test said no

we got used to talking everyday

now we are trying to find a way 

for what? to keep it going?

I say let it go

You say, let me stay

I say you got someone

You say, don't worry about it

You plan a escapade

I desire your plan

That is the dangerous part of you

always making me want things I'm not supposed to

What is the purpose of all this?

I know the answer, I dont want to be in Angel land

Actually I do, that is the internal conflict

In my mind, I know there is no point in any of this

In my day, it is so much fun so intoxicating

To speak to you and the person that you are now

Do I get you? You say I think you do

You tried to explain, and talked about things that I never thought of