Intoxicating

 like a drug

irresistible

to talk to you

emotions, high

libido, low

then rises again to meet your mood

But why? all this time, but why?

Its a week. we are literally following the same steps as from the past.

We move, too fast. and then try to deal with the aftermath.

or you, run away and don't care and I am here left picking up the pieces.

There is still a lot of growing up to do. real man make promises and keep them.

oh well, farewell. i will pursue what I believe is the right course of action.

But God, oh how I want to turn these energies and spin them into gold.

Find a way, find a way, a door, a window, a remake? a different tale.

I got to become the victor in my story. I am tired of being the victim