Wake up thinking about 22'
I was depressed Did she care? Was she compassionate?' it was his idea for me to come, I know you guys are not a hospital. Now its 26' and i'm in another depressive episode. I have no one, I am alone. oh how I wish I was brave maybe then they will feel bad. nope, who knows. people suck. I wish I knew this earlier. but I still believe in humanity. I know, a thing that people shouldn't trust. people are wonderful and God's gifts to earth. That's how I see it. its just my way to look at the world. When I came to NY I realized how much NY for me was through the lens of my friends. When I came to this city, I wanted to hang out with them. Did they want to hang out with me? Was it the same? I never focused on such things. Porfirio hasn't called me in years and Alaka doesn't call. so when I stopped calling, The calls never came. I guess I was the glue, that was keeping it going. Family doesn't look for me either. It's hard to not be chosen because you ...