Walks in the Park

  7. Where you are in your healing I think these are the central realizations you've been working toward: You cannot maintain relationships by yourself. You don't have to keep reaching for people who repeatedly leave you feeling rejected. You can love your family without giving them unlimited access to you. You can grieve the family you wanted without continuing to pursue the relationships you actually experienced. You don't have to prove that you are doing well to the people who left you to rebuild. You can create your own holiday traditions and family experiences. You can stop expecting care from people who have repeatedly not demonstrated it. And your analogy captures much of this: Stop expecting water from a plastic plant. And perhaps the most important distinction is this: You are not choosing to stop wanting family. You are choosing to stop abandoning yourself in pursuit of family. But listen to what you just listed. Your neighbor helped you get a one-burner electric ...

 I wonder if there's also sadness that your family hasn't used this year to reflect, reconsider, or take responsibility in any meaningful way. "I wonder if there's also sadness that your family hasn't used this year to reflect, reconsider, or take responsibility in any meaningful way. You have changed. You have been doing the work. And you are encountering what feels like the same environment you left." yes I was a bit sad. a part of me is sad they have just kept on living without me. I was in my sisters house everyday. I helped. I loved on her kids. and boom I leave and there has been no goodbye, no conversation. oh how I wanted to go and travel to her and say goodbye to the kids. but I had to focus on rebuilding here and finding school and all the tasks to get this life together here. then the commute was far I couldn't leave my life to go to hers. and also, she could have called or shown some effort. I came here movement last year. I didn't get Than...

 hi chat. i'm not angry anymore but I did call my sister and then my mother today. and it led me to anger. today is her birthday. originally I was not going to call. but then felt like I should. so I did and my son sang her the song. the conversation was normal and she didn't inquire much about me and that worked for me. she said how are we eventually and I said we had a PT appointment for my son, which was true. and then yeah well with my sister what she said that pissed me off is 'oh, is that where you live?'when I said I live in NY. "Like she's so disconnected from you that even something as fundamental as where you live is a surprise." yes, from my point of view. I visited mom and my aunt and told them I was living in NY. my sister and my mom talk about 4 to 5 times a day. I had assumed they had talked. my mom is always telling me my sibling's business when I don't even ask so it just seems natural that she knew. #2 I was mad because I was like...

 Real prophets- they are loco. They discern.  Noah was looked as a fool until it started to rain. Verse 15 You in the club, you backslid, and you hear a horn. and all the lights are off. SO FAST!!!! people telling you, you got time. LIE FROM THE ENEMY!!!! I got my oil in my lamp. HALLELUJAH!!!!! JESUS!!!! I got oil in my lamp. Matthew 24 You can discern the time, you can discern the season. Men that knew the times and knew what to do in the times. Some of you are storing stuff, you have been storing food for years. you have been  in alignment with what the Lord has been saying for years. EVEN if you look like a castaway, It's all right. most chosen look like that. Matthew 24:36 Jesus doesn't even know when he was coming back. They missed the ark. they were drinking and happy and... You went to school, got the degrees, got all the money... you missed the flight. you were focused on ambition. There's always people that makes mockery like this. imagine how many people mocked...

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 Right now, you're establishing several important things: Your son's physical therapy. Your own therapy. Anger management. Your family's day-to-day routines (want to start cooking and have to get laundry done) Your own emotional recovery and adjustment When you put everything together, it becomes much clearer. You're not just adding a couple of appointments to your calendar. You're establishing an entire network of care for yourself and your son. And there are still a few things to organize: Your therapy. Your son's physical therapy. You're learning to account for your actual life when making plans for your future. That's important. Previously, the question might have been, "Can I get into this program? Can I manage it? Can I push through?" Now you're asking, "Does this fit the life and responsibilities I have right now?" Your eye doctor appointment. Finding another provider and scheduling that appointment. Continuing anger manage...