Jane message

 1) God is the source, the provider. you dont have to wait for David. When he meets you will have your own thing.


so I wont be desperate, I won't need to be saved.  I thought he would come in and chance my life. Give me something to do, to serve. 


I guess God wants me to become my own woman. Maybe that's the gift of now.


but God so long has passed and the obstacles that I have faced. My path   is not like everyone else. 


I am still here, I am still significant. Maybe everything that we do matters.


2) God told me to watch that video again, the B sim video with the guy. and he said you are protected, you are valued. when he said don't come out under Satan's wing. come out only when God decides. He will have the men prove themselves worthy of you. 


I thought of the guys in Miami, the validation i seek, how eager I am to be seen. coming out. but when it's God time you don't come out. You stay in, you stay hidden, you stay protected.  I cried so deeply.

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