I feel like I am in a nightmare

It's like being in a nightmare

Where you see where you can be

but you are not there, you are in a different body or place you don't want to be

and you can't wake up from it.

Can you be happy where you are right now?

No. my stomach, my acne, my weight, my emotional issues, my mental issues.

I'm in a body that is messed up. Old car in a junk yard. Too many issues to count. 

When skin starts to heal and weight starts to go down, then it comes right back to acne and weight. 

Keeps fluctuating and never stays in one place. I ignore the issue, that is the only way I get through it.