David

I'm supposed to wait for you

you kept me from darker pastures

or barren lands

You kept me by the well that gives everlasting waters

you keep me looking at my long term instead of what is available

But I'm not gonna lie, I fail

a lot

matter of fact

when I heard this promise 

I thought it too great 

I did not feel good enough

and 7 years later, 

I am still here

waiting

I am becoming

the wife?

myself?

my purpose? 

feels so far away

and some days, David

most days in fact,

all I have is faith

I watch you from a distance

your IG is so inspirational

for whatever reason 

I can quote you like my favorite poet

The things you say in your speeches really resonate with me

and they make sense the more I apply them to my life

You found out all these secrets early

and want to educate the world,

make everybody that wants it to be elevated

My life calling is economic development of women in third world countries

I plan on doing this with my non profit

The name of my dream is Linda, the way I am going to make my money

even though there is also books and cds and my voice that will make an impact as well

I have so many dreams

They keep me going each day

and I cant wait until the day I meet you,

so I can tell you about them