Feel like a sex doll

When you said hey baby

I felt sexualized

no not really

I was like 

I'm not your baby

or your boo

or nothing really

forget what happened this morning

Then you said I made a video

I'm like oh that's sweet

you mentioned you edited 2 videos

I was wondering what was in the video

then obviously it was your dick

now I'm not 'oh that's sweet'

I'm like wow

he thinks I'm a play thing

a sex toy

a sex doll

in a shelf

I feel horny, 

hey baby, come out to play

I expressed all this he didn't like it

kind of shut down

I asked if he felt rejected

he nodded yes

It was, 

what's the word?

interesting

men and women

we look at sexual things differently

I said hey I have triggers

and the way you spoke to me today

I have never been spoken to that way before

I was shocked and taken aback

another sigh

but you said its like you go give me shit

another phrase that means

don't take me so seriously

I am going to give you a hard time

I say why all this energy, when I am just expressing myself

I don't know what this new vibe is

and if you expect what happened today to be the norm

and I got on the call, why? why give him space in my mind and energy?

I am like a moth to a flame

when you come calling I do not say no

even though I was upset but felt better when I was able to talk about it

You don't know, how to take it

I had to guess your emotion

but then the topic changed

how's your day, I said you didn't say

he said whoa wasn't even thinking about that

I mention the intricacies of the day

I start smiling, he smiles too

we laugh and everything the energy shifted

no more angry boon

anyhow I have to go

I say great

he notices my facial expression

I say I'm not trying to be up late

don't call me at 1am or 2am

he said he'll check

well later, boo