I ended up going

 I ended up going 


to the party


and it was great


a distraction, from my life and my mind and my thoughts


and the things I have going on.


Then I come home and all the thoughts are there, waiting for me. 


Now I stay up, why? I was sleepy? Got extra energy, felt like performing. 


I wonder if I can record myself here and post it on Youtube.  I want to 


sing the Alicia Keys song, How it feels to fly. A simple video, then send it to Jane.


I woke up today, determined ready to take the day. I made eggs for breakfast. It set me back.


Busybody Busybody, Auris get the desire to clean and make the house look like the way its supposed 


to look. It's a lot of work. Maybe I need to get rid of some stuff, to make it less?


be like the Kim K house, a museum, nothing in sight. The thing is cleaning is like putting the clock back.


Moving all the things that you put down. Finishing every project. Stop relaxing and start cleaning.

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