You spent 2 years

 being broken, regretful

interesting I was depressed, post operation

you were down for 2 years

Didn't want this life bringing a kid into this world the way you were, 

the position you were in

but you figured it out, you a professional now

You only interested in my pussy

and getting me in bed again

but sometimes you catch my intellect and laugh at my wittiness

I realize its not my lack of layers,

It's your lack of depth

I am bigger than you, greater than you

and this intimidates you

maybe why you got with a lesser chick

I bet she doesn't intimidate you

I bet next to her you feel like an Angel

yea, a real Saint

In the end, you always fail

and will hate to see me rise and win

But this is all petty shit

can you hear the bitterness in my words?

I have accepted that you were not the one in my life

no matter how my feelings say otherwise at that time

You came back, and showed me again your inconsistencies

quick to make promises, even quicker to break them

You don't live by the code, where your word is your bond. 

Instead you made a bit setup, which cast a even bigger shadow as it fell into pieces

but still I forgive and I thank you

I guess? no I'm just trying to be positive

but I gotta keep going with this petty shit

I want to release you, from my heart yes already done but also from my mind

You haunt me like ghost do, things that remind me of you

You haunt me at night when I stay up, because this is when we used to talk

You are part of a past that has led me to where I am today

It's hard to find your place when your title makes you a crime to society. 

Single mother. you not trying to become a single father.

I hated when you said I need to date

Like, since when do you think you can give me advice? mister