Auris 4/10/21

Trust has been broken

the first transgression

we will grow from this

You are still my brother

And I am still my sister

but I'm not gonna lie

This shit is hard

What is love, her initial beginning of the song, the OOOs

they express how I feel

the worst is he's in my heart

I feel like I wont be too mad or nothing he can do

that will make me turn around type of thing

I'm committed to this thing

having this vision come alive

God you already know my distrust issues

This is a revelation of what could happen

How you can get hurt

How you can trust and give your all

and what? I wanted to say its not enough

but I don't run on that anymore

He said don't complain

Made me think of Alaka

Say less, made me think of Trevor

Why can't i just be accepted?

Did God made me to finally be a voice and then be in an environment

that I cant speak

Then what is the point, I feel weak

Manipulated

He was himself, he seemed genuine

Can I not trust people and what they show? 

I get it it was the devil, it was not your higher self

This is too much right now

I've given too much, feel unappreciated

we had a good moment then confessions then I feel attacked at dinner

why am i not successful I could have done more

done more of what? i did the best with the cards that have been dealt.

I haven't been dealt good cards. He said accept responsability, duh. this is what I do. all the time.