Greg

 Positive

kept his word, came at the time he said he would come

let me be me (dj, take over, he didn't mind my personality)

he's very expressive in his face, I just have to pay attention. his eyes say it all.

he likes nature, goes to river in Pennsylvania

keeps to himself

Negatives

drinks romo

smokes weed

is being a Dominican a negative?

Movie, it was for myself. Should I include? he's willing.

Only way to get to Bayonne on time I'm thinking. the early movies are farther away. 

Chatptp says. i'm self aware and after so many years of singleness, I have a routine and independence.

True.

He said he's affectionate. So am I. cant show that shit. keep that shit in.

Do I even like this dude?  I wasn't trying to. makes me think maybe I like everyone,

seems malleable like a weak metal, aluminum. maybe I like who likes me. 

its so hard to discover this side of myself. I just don't look at men like that anymore.

how? like they gonna make me their wife, court me, romance novel antagonist. 

Now I just look at you and you talk to me transactional and I talk to you transactional. 

I'm really thinking of putting him through a 3 hour movie with no subtitles? I feel like that's torture.

What is he gonna do? Just look at me laugh and eat popcorn? Not sure. 

What is the point of life sometimes? 

I do want to watch a movie though. I would love to walk through 23rd st. 

I remember the time I bumped into a high school friends in a restaurant by Central Park. 

Super special, it feels. When you bump into someone like that. 

Even if it's someone you ignored for years because you were Dominican and she was white

and it wasn't cool to talk to each other back then. Wonder if my English would have kept up.

yeah, it would have. I need to give myself more credit.