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Jane's 2nd dream

Driving in NJ Passing my aunt's Grace (5 kids) house I see through her front door, watching a  TV screen, a projector.  front door turned into a TV screen. she's taking pictures of herself. video of herself. posting it in Whatsapp status. she looked so different. modelesque.  long hands, long arms.  Jane 0 I don't remember her looking like this. she looked really good. Jane sees her as a trophy wife. someone that is valued for her looks.  a part of her started feeling insecure about herself.  Let me go, let me leave this area. son was in the back of the car. all of a sudden, shes outside coming to take her son. bring him in the house. she was happy to see him. The dream ended.

Dream- Jane 7.26

  Lady- Amaka  In the dream, A was traveling and she would be back at this certain day.  She is in a state of coming and going, she is not rooted in a place or career that she is going to do for the rest of her life. she is in a state of looking, of finding. She is scared to settle. SEARCHER. Jane would have the place to herself. In the dream, you both are sharing your room in your parent's house. No husband and child there.  FOUNDATIONAL- Jane is in the place before she had the life she has now. This is the place that lady is in now. She doesn't have everything that she is going to have. Its a time of uncertainty, sometimes  lot of concern and she needs to increase her faith and keep believing in what God has for her. JUST AS I HAVE OPENED DOORS FOR YOU, I WILL OPEN DOORS FOR HER. Sharing the room, she is going to travel. In the dream, Jane had a feeling that she will come back earlier. It ended up happening, she came up earlier.  This part is saying that ...

Dream- Jane 7.16.26

I was with my family, my mother, and your brother. (not sure about father). THE PAST, the upbringing. You were part of this unit and you didn't have a voice. You didn't have a choice. You were a very obedient child. you were willing to follow.  CHILD-MAN--- leaderships. (scripture) In the dream, they were out in  some building and going out and Jane sees her husband's oldest sister. Husband and his family, they were raised different. more traditional roles. The men were the leaders. In your family unit, your mother took more of a leadership role. your family upbringing and his family upbringing is completely different. Nonso grew up and he was able to lead himself, he was not raised or encouraged to be inside with the family as much. He was able to SELF-LEAD.... Jane walks in the door, in the building and the sister is on the couch. COUCH- TRANSITIONAL PERIOD. She is in a vulnerable position. What is her place? Is she looking for her place? There is this insecurity there....

Interview Prep?

 call center? tomorrow at 12pm. call center  community health advocate. partner with Medicaid to deliver services to the clients, things like that.  Jeremiah,  what is something that is not on the paper?

Dreams

 Jenny- 2 dreams 1 dream- years ago when chiquita was a toddler WW2 person was trying to get in the house. and threw chiquita towards another side of the house.  and Jenny woke up. 2nd  dream: 2 weeks ago she was so small she could fit in a small area. random person was trying to bang the head in the door. to get inside, gets in the house and Jenny feels like she needs to protect herself. Jason left. Jenny tells massive person, let me tell call Jason, Chiquita is sleeping in a next to where she was Jenny was standing.  the person said no. 6'3 wide person. big like fat football player. 3rd dream (last week) person comes through the yard, take a stance, put their arm up and hears a massive pop.  Average size, skinny person.  Jenny turned to scream and she can't. She knows Jason is in the back taking a nap. Wake up in tears, I'm sorry God. sorry if I have been disobedient. where I stand. 

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