Walks in the Park

 My brain is on this content creation ideas. maybe  1. take class with Corey (the best to ever do it) 2. make money for equipment 3. take class ($25 class from brooklyn chick, she knows how to make content that people want to watch) DO I WANT TO POST ALL DAY? What if I post with a system, pre-recorded stuff on a schedule (I'm sure that's how Neo does it). Neo has his story down pact, Alaka said he learned it from TAI LOPEZ 4. tai lopes has an AI course now. teach businessess how to use AI. should I get in this?  MORE PASSIONATE ABOUT THE CONTENT THING. I FEEL LIKE ITS TIME TO BUIL MY BRAND. WHAT DOES GOD SAY ABOUT THIS?

 I am tired of being your daughter, I am tired of holding your secrets I retire I just have to be me now. Let me figure that out.

 Do i feel abandoned by her? NEVER. why? I guess because it wasnt her choice. she didnt leave.  she was there everyday and she raised me. then mom kept being so upset that we loved her. then it was like keeping physical distance from her.  i see her at family functions. eventually, she moved to the US and Marcus might have stayed with us for a little while. I remember he went to Bayonne High, it was so fun when he was here. Then she moved and she went to Atlantic City, another city so we didnt see her everyday.  there was the day we went to the doctor, me Margot and Marcus because he had an ear infection it turned out. we walked forever to get him to the doctor. i missed at least 2 hours of school. TIA DIDNT care. he just wanted to go take him to the doctor, no matter how long it took. i remember we walked to. why didnt we take a taxi? no idea. HOW ABOUT NOW? HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT HER NOW?  Tia Margot is someone I love. I feel like she doesnt value me. She is an...

 today took morning walk, had a deep talk with a friend that was also taking a walk spent morning when i got back relaly in worship went to church, alex was watched by Jackie (that's a blessing, support) i had an amazing service seeing people commit to christ, god said i should do sunday school and i dont have to act on it now spoke to 2 musicians, they answered my questions i had lunch with a beautiful spanish family, and we spoke about music and i performed the song that i have been practicing, i felt a breakthrough today like my voice could really come out now its' 7pm. oh and after all this, i get alex and we play chess int he park (an experinece I've wanted him to have) now its 729 i'm falling asleep thoughts wake me up about me getting old and where is live going and this feeling like i'm runing out of time. like i've been dreaming all my life nad my whole life ive been reaching for it and time is runing out. shoudl i accept failure? i refuse MAYBE ITS AN ...

 FLIGHT TO LA TO VISIT JANE STOP AT LAS AIRPORT, LOUSIANA (LOOK AT THAT HOUSE I REALLY LIKE, CHECK OUT THE TOWN) THEN TAKE FLIGHT TO LA THEN TAKE FLIGHT TO THAILAND FLIGHTS ARE THE SAME AS STAYING OUT HERE. Idea.

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