Walks in the Park

 Do I get along with everyone? People that say that it means that the relationship is surface level (he is completely correct!) I had a lot of friends in college but it was all hi and bye. It wasn't I could call you in case of an emergency.  Relationship is very aloof. There is nothing deeper. The relationship is very safe. There is no deeper relationship so its easy. The moment you don't along with, could be sibling, spouse, parent. because you know them more. Some people are afraid to be in serious relationship because what if this partnership doesn't work out? People break up first all the time because they are afraid of getting  close. Runaway bride, she never wanted to get too close because what if it doesn't work out? Get along, 5 minutes later you talk about politics.  When you take a stand, not everyone is going to like you.  If you say you like the Lakers, the opposition will not like you. If you believe in God, the athiest are not going to like you....

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We need to apply implementation to change our situation. We gotta change our habits because that is what changes our life. Our odds are only going to take us but so far. You have to have faith, sometimes the vision is so big.  It is bigger than us, bigger than you. Keep giving it all you got, no matter what.  I know all of us got that fire in us. It is rooted there. We gotta take the chance, take that opportunity. We gotta take the life that we are living for. Our energy affects so many people. The energy multiplies. We gotta understand that our environment matters. Shine the light the way you shine the light. Challenge you to continue to live full. Continue to give yourself what you pour into others. I gotta be full so that I can help other people. I gotta be full first. You are enough and you can and you will.  I was the solution to all my problems. I had to start living full, finding that hunger in that mentality. How to unlock that mentally so that you can go after it...

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 October was amazing.  What happened in October? You write down what just happened last month. You set a 5 definitive sentences. I'm going to write mine. I don't share mine because they are so big that you think they are crazy. Your goals should be so big that you should be weary of sharing your goal. At my last job, I said I was going to travel the world, be on private jets. People around me said 'How is that going to happen, working where we work at?' You have to put the work in. If you put the work in, it's going to work out. November 1st In October, I made 15,000 through online sales and life insurance sales. In October, I told my mom I don't need her support anymore.  In October, I cleaned out my closets and got my life insurance license. In October, I have a plan of  how to become a published author. In October, I got in position to pay for my son to go to _____ homeschool.  -Look and see are you on track to actually accomplishing this goal? Write on your ...

 from mom never curse the seed God gave you Speak positive over your children, pay attention to their strengths and tell them all the time. You can be greater than what I am. And if you come home and the world has beat you up, I will not shame you.  Greatness is you. It's who you are. It's not something you hold in your hand or show off. It's inside you like character. You rise to it, you grow into it. You get the education, you go far. 

9/29/20 Mom called and said if I don't go and take Alex to NJ to get a second opinion. I am cut off. She said she talked to Cesar and Lesly and I must think no one cares about me but we do. And she explained to them how difficult the situation is with Alex's eyes. Then she went on a rant about how hard it is for Alex (like I don't care). Do not want to depend on my mom anymore. I already planning on calling her in October letting her know. Now I don't need to call. She pulled the rug early. I was already planning on this ending this dependence, so this is perfect. Thank you.  Jane said: It's a blessing, God is finally closing that door. Mom is doing it herself, I don't need to have the talk. I know that is how she is going to be.  I can't do anything. They can tell my uncle this and that. She has no power over me so her saying that she talked to my brother and my sister. This was boundary I was already going to set. It's called I am in charge of his heal...

 All you knew was brokeness so that's all you had to offer me I was upset using you as an excuse to why I wasn't further ahead Not knowing God had planted the seeds of success already inside of me It was up to me to nurture it and culture it and find the water that I need So I looked for mentors, teachers, and books People that had accomplished what I dreamed of I found God, got saved and He told me who I was Gave a vision for my life that I could not have imagined it for myself All you knew was brokenness so that's all you had to offer me But now I understand it was happening for me not to me I am still destined to be successful, and God will keep providing the things we need

 Just cooked, we ate and floors are still not done. Don't stop. I got on Grant Cardone live but it was okay it was while I was cooking. But it took my attention so I did not go right back to it. I want to rest a bit after eating all those plantains.  But part of me knows. I can't gain a thing. check weather, when can I clean these clothes? I'm so tired of cleaning them for real. We stay inside at home, no one to impress. Glass jars and steel straws, put that on the budget list. and juicer, I need Alex to start consuming vegetables.  Me as well. They are just going to waste. I haven't made the zuchinni pasta yet or done meal prep day. Why? Vegetables do not look enticing at all. Do everything from video I saw.  https://youtu.be/BWfak3TWTw4 Make a list of items and research it. Use it in the budget you are going to create. Auris L Arias

 How come everytime I make a decision I get an offer? $50 an hour, but being an employee and probably 40 hour time commitment. I won't be able to take Alex to his speech therapy appointments, gone.  Won't get further in my goal of creating a home based business. Will I? I was going to do life insurance for the money. How much to earn in life insurance? 10k and deal with people and do a presentation and it's 1099 so do it on my own time.  The fact taht I'm even considering it means I'm not fully committed to what I said. What kind of parent do I want to be? and is taking this contract pull me further away from my goal. In NYC, I was always searching where I was highest paid but I missed the carrot. I wasn't building longevity, and no one told me. I had to save myself.  What am I building to last? Even life insurance I feel like its another hack. Am I really committed? And what am I committed to?  That's the question.

Monday 11:30 am.  But they can do twice a week. Most of the time they can.  Twice a week is good. Consistent times of what times to come so its not confusing to you. Let me know Monday and let me know if you can come back Thursday at 11:30am. Logisticare number: 11am pick up time. me and Alex traveling.  Oct 5th confirmation 59271. I also want to schedule for Thursday at 11:30, Oct 9th. What the pickup time 11am. appointment for 11:30am.. If it works out this can be my ongoing appointment.  Also wonder what it means for life insurance. But I make my own schedule yes? I wonder if I could have a car to do the mobile notary. People out here making 10k a month. Just sounds so good. I need to be in right city? I'm not sure. Probably. But people out here need notaries too, no? and Hinesville and Waycross are not too far away. 

 A way to help David get to his goal. Get into the electric companies. He needs to buy or own one of them. What service to millions of people need and have? Electricity. Can you buy it? Can you learn about it? Can you use electricity?  Who knows, the point is yes. Own and get into that space then making a million dollars a day should be easy. Grow into it, have the intention to help others. Be a good stewart of it. Start being a good stewart now. God gives us a little, we take care of it then he can trust us to handle more. That goes for me too. I feel like I am becoming. Learning these lessons, writing them down. Doing a lot of self-exploration. Auris is a leader and she has great ideas to help others and help herself. David, I want you to be the best you can be. No limits. Me as well.

 and I feel powerful Auris last year would have said yes Always putting people's need before my own Friendships cant be one sided where you are the only one giving, AKA Yomeiry I lost the balance with Alaka too. Sky's friendship was like that from the beginning. It was always, i have a need and I would rise up to meet it. I thought I was doing God's work and being a good Christian. Instead I just kept putting my things last on my list when someone called me with a need. and I used my resources (car, house and money) to help them. And what was the result? I was wiped out, no one helped with my need (light bill). I also didn't ask. At the end thought, I was empty and didn't know how to be alone. I am still struggling. For real. I thought helping people is the way you have them become friends. But the truth is, you can't force friendships. They just have to happen. Organically. We can buy them or help them so that they would give us time. Sometimes I cleaned Tia...

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s4cBVUPkmUQ I can  I will I must. Get up at 4:30 am.  One day waking up, despite everything that is going on, I have to get to another level. I had a desire to take the educational system to another level.  Help drop out, but they had these barriers. I know I can turn education around. I must be honest. I had the passion, but I didn't have the theory. I had the passion, but I didn't necessarily have the effort.  If I could find that individual that I could get inspiration for. I know I can make a difference, I know I can turn things around. Is there such a person? Does this person exist? I had one perspective of what he was going to look like. tell me to read books and give me theories and give me tools to use. It was different. He inquired, do you really want this? Is this something you really think you can do? Absolutely! I can see it, I can see kids graduate from my school program.  He said if you are serious, meet ...

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yDev4w5AgYk&t=479s Selfish, focus on self. You raising your kids saying I don't want them to go through what I went through.  They are not living the way you lived, so don't worry about that.  The focus is on yourself, you are being selfish. Focusing on your past instead of focusing on their future.  Anytime you are being selfish its never going to produce abundance.  People ask me why I do what I do. I want to build a long relationship, a solid foundation.  You have to work on your character. You become successful and you have a affirmation problem. You need to be affirmed by others so you have money but now you have a lot of people around you to hype you up.  Integrity takes a while, when you do it the right way it takes long. When you build wealth versus riches it takes longer. You can have fast food but it turn into cancer. You cant do steak and vegetables in 10 minutes. No this is not fast food, this is in a r...

 toward my personal development: create a budget create a time schedule. For real chick. When am I going to study for the course? and when am I going to go over the course I purchased. I went to college. I took many classes at one time. Devote the proper time to each activity.  3. Make a list of events you want to attend, and list of events that you want to speak at. Go to events where you will meet other entrepreneurs. 4. What type of things do I want to plant at my garden?

 IDK i was sleepy earlier but then Andre called. It messed it all up. And I ate that sandwich after putting my son to sleep. guess that got me up. Also looking at the light. But I read a post about, what, no internet or phone for 2 hours before sleep. It would be good to put that as a rule again. I am thinking of Marvin, he was trying to touch my butt or something. I'm like we never partied like that. But it just shows me, he was successful and was in New Brunswick working for a company. I have what people don't have, the beauty, the personality, that ability to shine.  But I didn't have what other people have, which is money. He was introvert and was doing the accounting thing since he was in high school. He worked with an entrepreneur that wanted to sell glasses in Dominican Republic. I remember.  Then met him in NB and he was doing good. And there I am, struggling and trying to figure it out. Auris, settle. Even birds sometimes have to rest sometimes. Settle down. But ...

 I don't have a job because I was a college drop out,  That's a lie. I was a college drop out and I was doing dishes. You don't need lots of money to start a business. Couple of hundred bucks. If you need based on social media, making a brand you don't need anything.  Money- start a business that doesn't need money. Require expertise, something else. Example, drop shipping. You just need good marketing. Or sell a service. A friend of mine, cuts hair. He sells a service, to cut hair and you pay him. If he makes house calls, get gets paid $100.  A service you want to provide. It's about solving some else's problems which in turns helps your problems.  Problem: only one of me. I didn't have enough time to do everything. Instead of 10 clients at 2k each .  I changed it to 4 clients at 10k a month. It's not crazy hard.  How do you know if it's a right business? Do you love it?   Do you like what you are doing? then you are winning.  Young peo...

Today:  Woke up, listened to personal development. Then I was like, what does Auris want? I want a lot of food! I want a feast!  I did not want to clean. Clean the floors, follow the to-do list from the day before. Then I forced myself to do my errands for the day (productive but I hated it).  Phone errands for 2 hours. But got everything in the list done.  I was in a funk, felt so defeated this morning.  Why? What were the thoughts. Oh this negative thought: No matter what I do today, I will not make money. I will not get closer to my goal, and light bill is due in a couple of days. It was like this worry and concern. But I was like, God has provided for you before. I was trying to logically talk myself out of it. -Another thought, I talked to Tia Margot and she just gets me, the way she talks to me. She said the same thing mom said, what do I think about a second opinion for Alex. She asked me what I thought, like she cares what I think. Like it's not overbear...

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Ar05F-LnWQ When you find purpose and meaning in what you are doing in one area of your life, it goes into all the other areas of your life.  They had a woman come in that was full of leadership for the first time.  That meaning and integrity, things start to change. When your goals change from self-interested goals and take on contributive goals, you function differently. You grow more. You and I are designed to be purpose-seeking mechanism. Bad and good are there to teach you something about you. If you look very careful at those, we can think of the purpose of our lives. Become the key to every door.  What pulls you out of bed everyday? Purpose. What is your purpose? Nobody does it alone. Not a single person out there has helped me. You have to recognize that you have to live in teamwork.  Everything you think about and do is with a team. Everything we are to our communities, families.  What is that mission for you? Are ...

 Rebecca- You taught me not to trust you. You taught me that someone could be for you then not be for you. You were not honorable. You said you could do a baby shower then ignored my calls. You sent me a message in Facebook saying you could come, I reached out and nothing. You shared your life with me and I thought it meant we were close but I think you just did that with everyone then throw them away.   You did the same thing with Elizabeth. She thought she was your friend and you didn't invite her to the wedding. I considered her a sister, she just stopped being my sister. I don't know why. She would get mad if people asked about me. But the reason they asked is cause we lived together. Jessica- You were a mean girl. But I don't hold anger towards you. You tried to speak to me and be friendly when I didn't need it anymore.  I wanted us to be friends, sisters and someone that you could come to for wisdom and answers.  Other chick, I forget your name. You were y...

Love, health, supply, companionship. They are all available in abundance.    We are the ones that prevent our own good from flowing. We have power that remains untapped. release and set in motion these laws. great tragedy to lack and depravation. Mark of success it not finances but the ability to help others help themselves and realize that they too can become great. rare ability of simplifying the law of success and abundance.  Be naive enough to believe what I say for 30 days and you will be on your way to be a millionaire.  1962 he is a speaker for independent distributors all over the USA.  basic fundamental laws that operate in this world of ours. we are suing them. we wonder why certain things happen, we aquire certain things then we live in stagnation. Basic laws that we are governed by, and they work for you if you know how to apply them.  Just to assist you. In knowing how these thigns happens. Law of gravitation, we don't know how it works but it ...

 I'm doing this for the leaders He spoke to the part of me that is great inside me I'm supposed to be a leader, A leader in  the community. Come on Auris you can do this. Why the hesitation? You have been down for so long. Time to rise from the ashes. I'm building up leaders.  The testimony of the guy that started with a 510 credit score got me shook.  A year later, he owns 8 houses in Cleveland, OH. Do i want that? why not, of course I never thought of Cleveland but at the same time, its like  we need to start now or never. Have a clear vision, Auris. Execute it.  Can't rush the process/ but the process has been so long. Is it not good to start and start learning, making the mistakes early. I'm already 35. Enough time being a loser. Can I win? Do I have it in me? Will I do the work? Will I have the tenacity? I am tenacity, it is my first middle and last name. That is what I am. Doesn't matter these questions. To think in one year from now I can own propert...

 heard of flipping phones making $500 a month off a vending machine selling journals (always wanted to do that) trading options trade and travel course (2k) There are so many ways to get it. I currently just need to Like H. Erver said, FOCUS. Focus on one thing you can do that can make you money, Life insurance thing. Then you can put your head in the dirt, make the cash and then invest it in the things you are interested in. Recession proof mentorship ends in November? Do I have time to make it? It's October, tonight was for October class correct? Or is the November one that last one? I have to find out. When is the last mentorship. Can I make it? 7k gets me in. Only 7k gets me in.  Sell life insurance like your life depends on it, because it does! Make a goal girl, 30k in first month. Learn what you have to learn. I have to get this recession proof mentorship. 

 There has to be a lesson in this season of rest of healing trauma from past you allowed them exes to come back in the picture? rehash old wounds Auris, some aspects of you have not changed and ignoring the problem by not dealing with dudes  It really did nothing did it? I went back and was the same Did the same thing as my mom, having son go with me to James' place Sleep, why did I agree to it? Or was it that it was late too late to go back and sleep in? I don't know. What is next? I want to get money. The bank job I wasn't learning anything and it was a major time drag. But then I learned about giving a lot and not receiving nothing. Add value, in all relationships. and relationships should add value to you. All these things are available Lord, all these opportunities. For such a time as this,  dig deeper, invest in a mentorship. Learn some information, learn from someone's mistakes.  Make your own way, your own business, your own vision.  I want to have some ...

I moved to Atlanta, ran business off ebay and craigslist. Then started doing cell phone repairs. drive through cell phone service. fix iPhone screens. had boost mobile store by time i was 23.  I was still able to be successful in middle of a recession. I would gain success but I couldn't keep it. Because I didn't have financial backing. I didn't know what it meant to be a franchise owner. I ended up having a failed business. I went through slow seasons. I needed to have financial backing. I didn't have a trust fund. I didn't have anything behind me. When business started to fail, how can I put a trust fund behind myself? How can I have financial security? To where I can have some backup?  Credit repair was slow, so I started learning about tradelines. How can I help people get money? So I created two new business. Only created because it was a slow season.  I pivot. Missed opportunities. I had people present me with opportunities but because I didn't have the mo...