should I get Llateya a gift box? a healing, self care sorry for the tragedies for death box?

 should I get Lateya a gift box?

a death gift box?

she said she does self-care

and is grieving

i could look up Ryan's old email that helped me when Annie was in the hospital and 

I expected him to care and be there for me, but no, I was alone.

And when I was with Andre, I was alone.

Now I am alone and not tired of it anymore. 

Interesting. yeah, the lonileness and looking to others for entertainment. that's gone.