I find no joy in big houses

 i rather have a world loud bustling when i step outside

i rather have my curiosity fed


i do not level up inside

i like my house to be my enclave

my escape from the world


a place i go to heal and rest and have plants

and then go outside and learn things in school and do different things

yah heard?

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