Do I?

Do i want a man that says the word billion
that's a word coming out of his mouth

i've been seeing your life from far away
wonder when we will meet, if its all a fantasy

and i know people dont believe like i do
but God is great, and great are his prophecies

We have similatiries.

but i want to be me, yes

motivate and speak
and work, the work that goes together.

i want to be free.

like work and have a business and
be able to pick up my son from school

is the dream

have life be run by me.

my terms
my solutions

make a jump

jump higher yeah
life is not living unless you are taking some risks

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