Dream- Jane 7.16.26

I was with my family, my mother, and your brother. (not sure about father).

THE PAST, the upbringing. You were part of this unit and you didn't have a voice. You didn't have a choice.

You were a very obedient child. you were willing to follow. 

CHILD-MAN--- leaderships. (scripture)


In the dream, they were out in 

some building and going out and Jane sees her husband's oldest sister.

Husband and his family, they were raised different. more traditional roles. The men were the leaders. In your family unit, your mother took more of a leadership role. your family upbringing and his family upbringing is completely different. Nonso grew up and he was able to lead himself, he was not raised or encouraged to be inside with the family as much. He was able to SELF-LEAD....

Jane walks in the door, in the building and the sister is on the couch. COUCH- TRANSITIONAL PERIOD. She is in a vulnerable position. What is her place? Is she looking for her place? There is this insecurity there. 


Is the couch in the building.... (connection there to Jane's family?).


Jane is going in the building, maybe walk in and out. Jane sees her on the couch. Jane thinks what is she doing here? 

She is talking freely with Jane's family. It's like they knew she was going into be there and I didn't.


THIS I SEE AS A CROSSING OF BOUNDARIES. She reaches out to your family, is communicating with your family and is not involving you in it. 


I don't remember if she said but she looked at me and she stood up and Jane's mom is walking around and she follows her mom. her brothers and mom is walking outside of the building, following her behind. 

Its almost like wanting to take over your place. That is your mother, you are her daughter. The sister was acting almost like taking your place in the family structure. 

Pause- 


When I saw her with the family, she is acting like a sibling, like a daughter. Jane was not happy because she doesn't know the pain of how she treated her. (the sister to Jane).


In the dream, she wasn't happy and why is she here with my family. she hasn't done the work to have that bond with my family. she looked at Jane as dismissive. 


"God gave me this dream, before I started thinking of calling her and wanting to build up that relationship." 


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