Walks in the Park

 she's all we got to look up to she went out with men as  frequent as your nose goes through Kleneex when your sick she was successful she shook her ass she was acting like a stripper in the superbowl I didn't see the art I saw hoeing just being honest here like the pimp was Hollywood  and she was the stripper going out to the lowest bidder I didn't see the art that's why they did the documentary to make it seem deeper than a middle aged lady going to dance on a pole yeah, that's what you do after all those years of hard work what the fuck? so yeah JLO hispanic in the 90s she would have been called a ho its not fair, I know nothing is fair the booty looked nice  the way she posed with Alex Rodriguez in the magazines she never did that with Marc Anthony when he proposed I thought she might settle down some but was unsettled by how their families were already blended they did everything people do after marriage, before marriage they even were sleeping in each other

It would be Grant, that I should work with surely there I will get to 100k  but he gets out at 6pm and my son gets out of school at 3pm and there's also commuting unless I dish out 300k for the cheapest condo for the no commute, less travel means more time with my son life logically but i come to Miami in 2023 at last God says, no that's not it I was gonna create a version of myself that I thought would be acceptable then I have a job interview God says, 'Go curly' I said what?  I go curly, I get the job I have so much fun in the tour I never associated work and fun together it was trippy for me Had no desire to follow up,  I'm too busy trying to figure out where I'm gonna sleep each night and days trying to survive, trying to get a plate to eat God one night says go to this park I am so scared this is the crazy homeless people park will they kick me? will they speak to me? will they hit me? all thoughts running through my head. Instead I go and speak to Brandon

 you are coming soon  I thought it would happen when I first heard the prophesy I never imagined it would happen like this I got a dream the interpretation was that you are in transition so I have to rely on my faith as i always do and pray and hope I get out of this as soon as  possible I miss my kid I want some normalcy I want to go home not that I have a home to go to but I want the resources to create one seek  first the Kingdom and all these things shall be added unto you I'm standing on God's promises, that's all I have left

 Devil came yesterday entered your vessel because  you let it you get angry and my Peter turns to Judas ready to strike and betray and you forget everything I have ever said I'm shocked, appalled, but secretly glad I finally know who you worship the devil, lucifer is your father and you thought you were 'enlightening me' I saw right through to the spirit that was feeding you those lies so you are cut off no ties you were dressed like a kid with a movie obsession and modeling ties, we had that in common it was nice seeing that side and I saw some visions, I shared them with you I saw in  you blood, destruction, warrior  but like me, I'm not scared of all of that but now I need to conserve myself. and this is sad this is betrayal this is a friend that is really being ruled by satan goodbye I wish I could take back my sandwich You can be nice to the devil, Ms. Mary's words came back to me It won't change him, it's still the devil that's the lesson that part

 Dre you cheated you lied you took my love for granted, way way way too many times you call me years later  when you needed me, of course i was always a full cup that you love to drink out of I am sick, have back pain you cut me off because you dont like it when its me thats hurting when you blow up and had tamtrums and acted  with the emotional maturity of a 5 year old i didnt judge you or hold it against you the moment i show a flair of emotion you put wood on the fire attacking me you are just somebody that is always going to take from me you took years of my life already i cant take back all the guys I said no to to be by your side and you were there saying yes to all the girls and still pretending to Be mine but never fully wanting to be mine and mad when I told you we should stop and I should date do you remember that? the day in journal square? i said i want to date I'm tired of waiting for you to decide what you are going to do with us it was always wait for dre, one day dr